Friends?

Feb 04, 2010

So I thought I was really the only one who read blogs. It seems I am not alone! Thank you for the comments and encouragement those who have left me notes. It really means a lot to know that I am not going through this by myself. I use my blog as a lot of others do to release everything that is bottled up. You know, the stuff that you can't REALLY share with those around you everyday.

I'm surrounded by thin people it seems. When I first found out I was coming to California I was really snobbish about it. I joked that God was taking me from the land of little people (japan) to the land of beautiful people. (california) I was beginning to think that it was all a joke on me actually. I spent three years in a place where I was the biggest person in the room. ALWAYS....it was not in my head. I honestly was THE biggest. That really does something to a person over time. It makes you feel.......well less.

Soon I will be LESS and that will make all the difference! For now, I think I'll work on the me that's inside. Cause' I think she need some healing.

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