yikes!

Jan 07, 2015

I like to fill out this blog section just for me, so I can track my feelings. And today I feel terrified of having this surgery. I feel like I'm changing me and I don't ha e a right to do so. Who gave me permission to voluntarily go in and cut 80 percent of my stomach off? Who is going to tell me no? Who's going to sat " girl you're crazy, you don't need that?" Who's going to make me feel less than? 

No one. No gets to tell me what to do with my body except me. That's it. I only need to ask my self permission to take charge of me, my life, my health. 

While I'm scared, I'm not scared enough to halt everything I've been working towards for months.  19 days more. Let's do this.

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