160's, you have got to be kidding.

Jun 15, 2011

WOWZERS! That's the best way I can describe my weight and size right now. That or HOT DAMN! It feels good but now is the time that I need to try and find balance. Sometimes, my mind gets too irrational and I think if I take a day of rest off from the gym that I'll pick back up all of my weight over just a day or two. So, I'm working on that. I'm also working to get myself in the mindset that I'm smaller, I still feel "weird" going into certain depts. and certain stores that only go up to a size 12/14. I'm an 8 in most bottoms, yet  I still think I won't be able to fit "those" clothes. 

I have these smaller clothes, but sometimes I still feel funny wearing them out in public b/c you can see my shape in them and I don't know if I'm quite ready for some of the reactions I "might" receive. I've never been the friend that had a bunch of catcalls, I had my share, but I was most often the overlooked, invisible one, I got used to that, it became comfortable. Now, that my weight is down I'm the getting a lot of attn. when I'm out, even when I'm looking like a complete bum.

If the 160's is a true roller coaster ride, then I can't wait for the 150's. WOW, at me weighing 150-something. This surgery is truly life-changing, no regrets. I LOVE what my sleeve is HELPING me to do.

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