Getting My Mind Right....for Change.

May 05, 2012

Hello everyone! Just wanted to update and communicate!  I have 17 more days until the big day! (no pun intended). Right now I feel cool about everything. At this point I'm not too nervous or fearful, I'm just in the process of getting everything organized and ready to go. It's almost so surreal that my life is going to finally change for the better. Being overweight since my preteens, I've always envisioned myself being an average sized person ...and it's going to happen! I've been doing mad research! I'm on my third Gastric Bypass book. The books as well as various websites have really prepared on the good, bad, and the ugly. Still I will press on because I have a goal and destination to meet! Everytime I second guess my decision...the pain in my joints and bones remind me that I am on the right track. Failure is not an option!!! I tried my 2 week presurgery diet a week early, and I did good really good with a few cheats, but I got my self a head start any way. It prepared me with getting my mind right! That's my goal for the next few weeks is to get my mind wrapped around the fact the past 34 for years of my life of eating will be gone and the rest of my life will change. But Change is good. Change will enable me to fit into normal seats. Change will enable me to buy clothes smaller than a 28/32/34/36 Change will enable me to take my 20 mth old daughter to park and run and around and play with her. Change will enable me to be the me that I know I am inside!  What will Change do for you?

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