THOUGHTS

Mar 19, 2010

OK SO AT FIRST I WAN'T SO SURE IF I WAS GOING TO DO THE SURGERY UNTILL A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO . I WAS SCARED AND WASN'T READY BUT I THINK NOW I'M FINALLY AT A PLACE IN MY LIFE WERE I'M READY FOR A CHANGE AND THAT CHANGE IS GONNA BRING ON A BETTER ME. I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT I LOST SO MUCH OF ME , BUT TRUTH IS I LOST A BIG PART OF ME. I LOST MY SELF CONFIDENCE AND I LOST MY GOOD HEALTH BUT IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE.  I PUT UP WITH CERTAIN STUFF BECAUSE I LOST MY SELF CONFIDENCE BUT IT'S SLOWLY COMING BACK AND I REALIZE IN ORDER TO GO BACK TO THE OLD ME I GOTTA DO SOMETHING AND GOTTA DO SOMETHING SOON. SO I FINALLY DECIDED I'M GOING TO DO THE SURGERY.

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