She left it all behind.

Dec 31, 2010

The things I am leaving behind in 2010 are as follows:
35 extra lbs.
Self doubt and self loathing
Grief and loss for so many
Excuses and Denial
Defeat
Fear
Helplessness
Depression
anxiety

This past year has been hard, losing my step son tragicaly, two of my BFF have lost loved ones tragicaly. One of my good friends is going through a rough divorce. I lost my sweet sparkle, my uncle and my grandparents had to be moved into a home. Sad year all around except for getting married . My private practice has suffered and I made some choices professionally with it that may take me down a different road. But that is ok.  I always wondered after this surgery how i would deal with crisis? How could I handle it and not use food? I see that I couldnt that i need to learn newer and better tools, that is what I will do this year. I dont need this fat armor anymore

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