Angels Among US

Apr 03, 2011

I can already tell it will be a nice mild spring day today. Not sure how sunny it will be but enjoy.

Sunday, I experienced something pretty cool. I went to Radiance in Lancaster where they had a visiting practioner for the weekend and I had an Angelic Healing Session. Sounds hokey I know but hey I am open to all things right now. The woman who did it was a very kind soul, her hands burn fire when she touches you and you cannot help but feel something. She laid hands on me and told me that my energy was drained, I was apathetic, and overwhelmed and that there were people pulling on me from all directions. I had anger and fear stuck in my abdomin and that it needed to be released. She put her hands on my chest and arm and she began to weep and she asked me " do you want to know everything? Even dark things? " I said yes because that was necessary for healing, ( i of course am thinking that she is going to tell me i am about to die lol ) she put her hands back on my and I was overwhelmed with her grief for me, and she began to tell me about the abuses i remeber and some i don't. She surrounded us with healing light and she began to tell me how I can heal. " the angels" told her that I had found the person ( therapist) who would help me and that I needed to listen to her and find a way to break free. They told her that I needed to set limits with the energey drainers in my life. She said that she could see me walking away from my career very easily. But that I am the type of person who does not turn my back on others or abadon them and that it would be hard for me to do so.

I came home pretty tired, I laid down in a sunbeam, and napped, and then moved to my bed and napped and I did feel peace. I do now today feel sad. but I know that is ok. I am thankful to my dear husband who took care of all of those THINGS i felt needed to be done but could not bare to deal with on Sunday. He cleaned did laundry and did not even ask if that is what i needed. he knew I needed to not have that on my plate. I love that man.

On and on it went, she gave me suggestions etc. I wanted to cry and fall apart so badly but would not allow myself. I need to connect my emotions i realize this. All of this is to say and not to be too personal, that for those of us that have developed our armor from fat, need to find a way to heal. The surgery does not do this.  We develope addictions, dysfunctional relationships, walls, and all of these things do not go away under the surgeons knife. I challenge you to find your own weights that are holding you back and do whatever necessary to break free.

Today is Monday, still tired. working on finding a way to energy. Should be alright today. I hope you all will have a fabulous day.  I wil be adding two links for you to see here one is from the lady who i met with Sunday and another is a workshop I will be attending on April 30th if anyone wants to come along let me know.

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