it's the final countdownnnn!

Jun 12, 2010

Two more days!!! i have never wanted the weekend to end faster! My RNY is on Tuesday June 15th at 10 am. i have successfully not had a single piece of solid food since June  8th, i have had about 5 protein shakes a day.  i am starving but no piece of fucking food could make me go off track now. I am SO close to my new life!! The only thing that i am pissed about that i was hoping wouldn't happen, is that i began my period today! Like most overweight women, i have very heavy, thick periods. The last place i would ever want to be while on my period would be in a hospital with people around me 24/7. So hopefully it will stay light until i am able to go home on Thursday. 

In preparation for my new life, i just cleared out my entire kitchen and stocked it with protein. so all my cabinets and refrigerator are empty. If it;s not there i can;'t eat it right?!  I keep my scale in my kitchen so i can weigh when i wake up, and today i weighed 362. I was in the 360s two years ago when i began this process. My highest weight was 428 in August of 2009. So i guess i have lost over 60 pounds, on my own, in 10 months. If i can do that with just diet and exercises, what can i do with this RNY?!?! Oh man i just got myself even more excited. I can't wait till I'm healed so i can hit the gym hard. I know i am going to need a tummy tuck and possibly a breast augmentation (noo!) but i want to see what i can do with regular strength training. maybe my skin will snap back in some places. Either way, this past month has been so surreal and i am on cloud nine, patiently awaiting for Tuesday.

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