6 months

Dec 16, 2010

 every month the 15th creeps up on me. i always remember at a random point during the day that another month has gone by and i am no where near where i should be. i am so disappointed in myself and i feel as though i have let everyone down. when i think about my diet now i am disgusted in myself. i havent seen my doctor or surgeon since september and i havent taken vitamins since october.  i wouldnt take back having this surgery at all, i would do it twenty more times, in fact i may have to. i dont know how much i weigh today, probably around 300, i was 368 on my surgery day on june 15th. i wonder what i would look like if i actually stuck to the proper post op diet and went to the gym everyday. guess i'll never know.

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