Hanging out more here lately...

Mar 26, 2011

I am not a big joiner, but I think I'm gonna have to start being one if I am going to be a success. I tend to isolate. I have been getting out and going to have coffee now and again, but it's usually by myself.

I did start waloking today again. I had to try and outrun the rain and lightning at 8am which made me3 hurt my foot. [running at 240 pounds on the wet sidewalk isn't easy on the ankles.] so yeah, i am limpy now, but oh well.

i'll get back to my swimming and aerobics on monday. i figure if i can just do one hour of exercise a day, i can beat obesity. i know i can do this... but it' hard sitting here watching everyone lose weight and me still having to wait!

but only 20-something days now... so excited.

i have been tired. i will say that i think my depression is getting worse in many ways. even though i stopped drinking, i still feel like i am depressed and sad about so much. when i eat i feel really bad. i need to just stop denying myself things and start being more moderate.

anyway, i guess i should start looking inot a personal trainer before surgery so i can sart immediately on working to get this body lean and strong.

love you guys,
whoever reads this, lol

kelly

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