On My Way.....

Oct 02, 2010

A couple of things have happened since my last post. On (09/21/10) my primary doctor's office called me and told me that my insurance APPROVED me!!!!  Yea!!!  My insurance did not however approve the Surgeon my doctor's office said I would be going too..... so I am back to researching the new Surgeon they chose for me (Dr. Peter C. Leport of Fountain Valley, Ca).  I have read many reviews about him and the hospital he is affiliated with (Orange Coast Memorial Hospital), both had excellent reviews.  The surgery coordinator called me on (09/27/10) and scheduled my first appointment for October 14th, hopefully I will get a surgery date at this appointment.  She said because I have most of my testing done that everything should move along quickly. I sure hope so. I'm so ready to start my new life.  I feel like I have no energy and there is so much I want to do.  I hate everytime my husband says lets go out somewhere and I have to wonder what the seating is like before I can go.  I also hate going to family functions and there only being the plastic white or green chairs to sit in and the fear that I might break one.  Or lying to people telling them I have to work instead of attend their parties because I am embarassed of the way I look..  I can't wait to be able to go out with my family and walk around all day w/o my feet being bruised and unbearable to walk on the next day.  I'm just tired of being tired and not caring about myself.  I always put everyone else first, but now it's all about ME!!!  I want to have the energy to put on make-up and do my hair like I used to, but I guess right now I think "What is the point?"  I don't want to feel like this anymore

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