5-8-10 update

May 08, 2010

Well now I think I have strep! I called the surgeon on call and asked what to do and he called me in a prescription for an antibiotic and told me to show up monday morning and see what they say. I am so scared they will not do the surgery now and I will have to postpone it and have to be on  a liquid diet for god knows how long and I cannot handle that. I am trying  not to be too worried .I am scared about the surgery and that I will not get it....weird I know .LOL
I feel like shit .Hurt all over throat is sore and lots of nasal congestion .I started the meds so we will see if they work. I really do not know if he will do this if I do not get better so i am really hoping and praying that this will turn around quickly. What are the odds???? I mean seriously .I am pissed and sick and tired and depressed.I am thinking negatively even though I know I need to stay positive.It is hard to see this working out for me.I almost feel like I knew it was too good to be true.I am so bummed . Just worn out . I dunno .I may just be whiney and pissy right now . who knows.nothing feels right anymore and so I feel all out of place. I gotta try to stay focused on the bigger goal here.
I HAVE GOTTA STAY FOCUSED!!!! 

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