5-22-11

May 22, 2011

It is a beautifl day here in NC . I am thinking I am going to go sit ot and get a little sun!  Things have been going well .I of corse have been tight the last few days because of my TOM but hopefully that will be ending soon . I also have not been hngry really at all the last 2 or so days. ( I am not complaining of course lol ) I have had to make myself eat really and even then it has not always been a whole meal maybe just a few bites. I stay full really long too . I have tried to make sure that when I do eat it is protein. :) I would love to lose a few lbs . We are going to the beach in July with friends and I would like to be right at or nder 200 by then. Phleeeeeze ???? LOL I have gotten as low as 204 but always go back to 209-210.:(  The 204 would be typically after doing liwuids after fills or what not so that might be my dehydrated, underfed wt.lol I am starting to think my body LOVES this wt and is not gonna budge. Oh well I am gonna keep on trying. Maybe I should look up one of those plateau busting diets and try it ? UGHhhhh.... I am thrilled with my success so far but now I am wanting to see a little more.... just a few lbs here and there. I did not go into this wanting to be skinny or thin or whatever. I just wanna look and feel better which I do but now I am getting greedy and wanting to see more!!!! LOL I know most of the not losing is on me so I am not upset abot it. If I was more diligent I would be smaller probably. So I admit it is all on me.:) That is ok though cause I can always amp it p and start losing again. I am just being lazy right now. hahaha. I also need a fill so that might be part of the no losing thing. I was too tight after my last fill so I am a little hesitant about getting one....like what if this one makes me too tight again ? I know it probably will not as I have lost inches since then. It was several months ago and I have gone down a whole size since then. Which is weird the scales do not neccesarily move but I am wearing smaller stuff. OK.... whatever .... I will take it :)
Ok I was just feeling chatty and stopping in to catch up going to soak up some sun !!!!

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