Reflecting on my journey

Sep 25, 2011

Let me start out brutally honest....lately, I have been down right BAD!!!!!

Wrong foods, not emugh protein, no vitamins, drinking calories (sweet tea) and the list goes on.!!!
I basically gave up. It's hard to admit, but that's what I did. I was tired of NOT losing, being the same weight for OVER a year, while everyone else just zoomed right pass me. This has been sucj a struggle, sincec week 1 I have fought for every pound loss.

But toady I am getting Back on Track. I wasn't going to post this because I have made this promise before....but It's time i become accountable - REALLY accountable about my health. The realization that I am not getting any younger (I will be 38 on Saturday) and can't eat like a teenager is finally sinking in!!

Guys, SERIOUSLY...I need your support -FOR REAL! So hit me up on youtube, ObesityHelp, twitter, facebook, where ever!!!!
I have a bad habit of isolating myself and now I  feel like I'm not even a part of the WLS community.
I am embarrased to go to my local support group,(have not been in a year) and to be honest, I feel like I look like I'm pre-op!!!
I weighed this morning and the scale said - 196.2!!!!!!!!!!!! I have consistently gaining since June (after checking out of this journey)...too close to 200lb for me...Time to get my act together!!

Pray for me guys, this is soooooo mental!!!!

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