ROBIN K.
Upset with myself?
Jun 27, 2010
I'm not sure if I'm upset with me and my food weaknesses or with my husband who went to the store and brought home some of my favorite snacks. Of all things to bring home... 2 packages of creme horns, 2 packages of chocolate chip cookies, and a box of boston creme rolls. Why would he do this? He keeps telling me that he is proud of me and my accomplishments so far. Why do I feel like he is trying to jeopardize me?I'm still in the liquid stage and still healing physically as well as mentally. I gave in and had a 2 small bites of one of his creme horns. I felt so guilty afterwards, but at the same time they tasted sooo good. We have been doing so well keeping sweets out of the house since the surgery. What changed? Was it because my son was here this weekend? No it couldn't be that because those weren't bought for him only my hubby. My son had his own sweets.
Maybe I am just upset with my own food weaknesses. I know I have an addiction. I have to face it and control it by myself. I have to realize that I have to rely upon myself to make this work. No one can do this for me except me.
I just spoke with my hubby and we are getting rid of the cookies (he already ate the snack cakes). He thinks that I am trying to blame him for having his own cravings and he feeding them. He thinks that no one can go cold turkey off sweets. ARRGGG!!!!!!!! How can I make him understand? Maybe I'm better off just keeping things like this to myself.
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About Me
GREENUP, IL
Location
55.0
BMI
Surgery
06/18/2010
Surgery Date
May 17, 2009
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