6 Years Later

Apr 26, 2011

Wow. So it would seem that I haven't bothered to update this thing since a year ago, on my last surgiversary. It's amazing how time flies. I was dealing with a lot of heartache last April, after just having suffered my first miscarriage; and didn't know it at the time, but would have another one just a few months later. Turned out to be a depressing year. Depression never leads to healthy eating, and I would have to say my weight fluctuated a tad beyond the normal 5-10 lbs that it tends to do, but what I can I say? In November, I was blessed with my third pregnancy of the year and that little critter stuck around, and I'm almost 7 months pregnant now.... with another little boy :)  

When I got pregnant, I was already about 10 lb over my average weight, and so far I've only gained 12 lbs with this pregnancy. So, my overall pregnancy weight isn't bad, but after I have the baby I plan on being very intent on getting back to my 160-170 range where I belong.

After 6 years, my surgery seems like a distant memory. Most days, I don't even remember I had it done... until I go to eat something which reminds me, ever so subtly. Like if I get ballsy and try to have a bowl of ice cream or a milkshake, or if I try to eat the amount I want, which is more than I physically can, and I have to wind up purging what doesn't fit. There are those times, and there always will be, I hope... they keep me in check. I say this as I sit here eating a corn dog and french fries :/ What? The baby wanted it :)

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