Still Waiting

Nov 17, 2010

I went to the Gym today and I got weighed on their scales and I have lost 3 pounds. I am pleased about that. I have been recording everything I eat. I am also getting off the one antidepressant I was on. I have been put on a weening off process so I will be off them by 10 weeks from this week. On the other hand. I am really worried that my time will not come. My referall went in October 3rd and I am anxiously waiting for that letter. The letter seems to be what I am focusing on and I can't seem to stop. I hear about all these other people having their surgery and becoming successful and I just want my do over. I will continue to eat 6 small meals per day and drink the 8 glasses of water a day. I am really hoping that I am going to handle the holdiays without over eating or emotional eating as it is the first Christmas without my Mom.

Well that is all for now

Sharon

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