I am 31 years old married mother of three beautiful girls. I was always thin and then I started to have my girls.  I was able to loose all but 10 pounds with my first baby but I gained 80 with the next one and it has been down hill from there.  I have such a wonderful, active life with my wonderful husband and beautiful girls and I just want to be able to keep up.  I want to be able to take my girls down the hill to the park and know I will be able to make it back up.  I want to be able to take them to the pool and not make excuses for not going just because I don't want anyone to see me in a bathing suit.  I want to be able to live my life.  

I am in the waiting stage right now.   Waiting for my insurance to approve me and I am scared to death that something is going to go wrong.  I just can't take the waiting.