Friday movie night...and laundry

Oct 08, 2010



Today I will....
~be kind, loving, and healthy to myself
~love my body and mind and know that I AM who I want to be
~speak kindly, lovingly, and softly to my kids and family
~take time for myself
~eat only healthy meat & veggies
~ have a completely carbless day
~ leave desserts out of my eating from this day forward
~exercise my dog for an hour daily
~ review this affirmation as often as needed.

 

What I have ate:
B: 
cherrios w/almond milk! LOVE it!
L: chinese resturant
D:
S:


My Schedule:
7:40am~ Wake up
7:45am~ Shower kids for school/ get kids dressed (Monday & Weds)
8:00am~ get boys' breakfast & ready for school
8:30am~ Stephan on bus
8:55am~ Kaleb & Joshua on bus
9-9:20am~ Deep breathing
9:20-9:30am~ breakfast
9:30-10am~ blog
10am~ walk dog/C25k
11-11:40am~ yoga
11:40-12:00pm~ shower/dress
noon~ lunch
12:30pm~ house chores (laundry, sweeping/mopping, cleaning, ect)
2pm~ writing, spanish study, flute practice, ME time
3:45pm~ get boys' snack ready
4ish pm~ Boys home from school & eat snack
4-5pm~ My program
5-7pm~ cooking/eating dinner & clean up; make lunch(s)
7pm~ boys homework
8-8:30pm~ family game/ reading bed time stories
8:30pm~ Joshua in bed
9pm~ Quiet time w/Stephan & Kaleb & yoga
9:30pm~ Stephan, Kaleb, & my bed time (brush teeth, wash face, face cream)

Thoughts, Feelings, Rants~~
3pm~
Had a great dog walk this morning. I didn't do my yoga, or deep breathing. My hubby is home and I'm super tired now!

We went out to lunch at the chinese buffet. Last time I EVER go to a buffet. It's just a COMPLETE waste of money! lol Seriousily. hehe I had a bite of this and that and though I WISHED I could dive in and just pig out. I was soo glad I couldn't! I mean I am nearly 100 pounds down from my starting weight!! NO FOOD is worth putting back on that weight!! I bite here and there does me FINE!

I'm in a strange mood. I'm tired and a bit annoyed and sulky?? Not sure...just tired I think. I woke up at 4:48am and tossed and turned until the alarm went off and THEN I wanted to go to sleep! lol. Really?? Why couldn't I sleep from 5am on??? I'm crazy it seems.

Henry (the six month old pup I was dog sitting) went back home last night. I'll miss him, but I enjoy having my well behaved, OLDER dog! Not that he was any problem. Just what I'm use to. hehe I hope he gets along with their MUCH younger kids (a year and three years old) and the kids she tends for day care. He's such a mellow dog, but he's a velcro dog too! lol Has to be with you wherever you are. If you are on the floor, that means you are wanting to be licked! hehe

Just folding the last of the laundry before the boys get home and I start making their pizzas for pizza movie night. The love this night.

Thinking we might go to the park again tomorrow. We had a great time and might as well go while the weather is nice. Too bad we don't have a frisbee. That would be fun.

I am at 187 this morning! WHOO~HOO!!! Woot! Go me! Lovin' it!
I finally hosted my photos of me in my size 12 pants. hehe Yeah, I was lazy.

I LOVE the orange top. It totally shows off my boobs! lol Been a long time since my boobs were the focus of my front and NOT my fat over hanging belly.

I am totally gonna have a tummy tuck! With the hanging skin of my belly (don't get me wrong, there is STILL fat there) it makes it hard to get into smaller pants, yet my legs are MUCH smaller and are nearly drowned in my pants. Not a good balance.
size12tag.jpg aize 12 tag picture by minnlay
The tag from my size 12 jeans. I even got them on sale!! WOOT! hehe

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Me in my size 12 jeans and my FAVE top! It's a LARGE buddy! hehe Plus it was only FOUR bucks!! WOOT! hehe Love sale shopping.


8:30pm~
Not in a good mood tonight. Just pensive and icky feeling. I've prayed about it and read my scriptures. I'm not reaching for food. I am though just...blah. Yep, I know there will be days like this and I know Pristiq won't cure them. You live and deal with it. I know you can't have peace and tranquility EVERY day. You know, you can! I can as well.

I need to have my nails done, and have broken two of them! lol I hate when that happens! UGH!! hehe I look trashy now with two broken nails on my right hand. hehe I soo hate that! Plus they ripped my real nail when they broke, so I can't have them replaced til my real nails grow out some.

I didn't get in my deep breathing and yoga today. That truly DOES make a difference to my life. I choose how I'm feeling. No one else. So, I'm in a wonderful mood! Life is good! Today was a beautiful day that I got to spend with my husband and had a great conversation. The kids enjoyed their pizza movie night. We have a beautiful home. Food, clothing, money which to buy the things we need and want. Freedom to express ourselves and live by our morals, and faith. We live in the greatest country in the world and have wonderful neighbors and community in which to live. My kids are healthy, happy, and being well educated. There are indeed worse things that could be happening right now.

Sleep will do me good and I will awaken to another beautiful and blessed day!

May your night be blessed with rest, peace, and love.

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