On a roller coaster :(

May 08, 2010

I went to the weight loss seminar again today, kind of disappointed again but I can't let it get me down.  I talked to the Surgeon after the presentation and told him what my insurance e-mailed me regarding the sleeve gastrectomy and he said they still woudnt pass me they usually only approve it if its 1 of a 2 part surgery for another procedure.  I am going to try my insurance one more time and see if they can give me some specific details, maybe I have to check another surgeon not sure but its worth a try.  If the Lord wills me to have the bypass I will do it because at this I know that I need to take this weight off, I am so unhappy at this weight so I have to do something.  I took my mom, husband and friend to the seminar it was good. They are encouraged.  I love this website, seeing the before and after pictures, hearing the testimonies, they all encourage me.  My main focus is being healthy not just thinner, that would be the bonus.

I hate feeling like I am older than I am because of this weight.  I am sure I look older than my years and it discourages me.  I know that God will lead me the right direction in this and I am positive I will be happier for making the right choice.

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