So Ready For This

Aug 20, 2010

Well, my mother and I have our Pre-Surgery meeting with a doctor at Kaiser on September 2, 2010.  This should be interested.  I haven't been eating the greatest but due to other stress related events I have lost 14 lbs.  I went from 282.5 to 268.5.  That was a positive thing.  Once I go to that meeting I will find out how much more they will require me to lose.  Seems everything revolves around weight.   I hate being this way and wish I wasn't but soon enough that will be behind me.  Had my character attacked and weight by a disgruntled member who got fired, her family made some type of reference to us being fat indian women and were jelous of her because she was thin and beautiful.  That hurt.  I hate this kind of stuff, I am already self conscious as it is and then you have people talking about your weight.  Just because I am overweight doesn't mean I am jelous of every skinny woman.  I dont want to be skinny, I want to be healthy and that is what this is all about.  I can't wait to be on that healthy path to a healthy weight.

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