Waiting on my doctor

Jun 30, 2010

Well, I have still been obsessing about this surgery.  Still waiting and wondering if this clinic is going to call me back to set up a next appointment but all the while, I haven't even lost any of the weight they told me to which is only 15-20 lbs.  I am about to change insurance if that is what it takes because Kaiser offers the Sleeve procedure which I want and my current, blue shield says only if it is medically necessary.

I wake up at nights and that is what I am thinking about, constantly thinking about this surgery and the weightloss and if things will go smooth and if I will be happier and healthier.  So much stress in my life now keeps me eating but I don't want to live like this anymore. 

Hopefully things speed up, I guess being in limbo has me unmotivated to  work on the weight but I know that has to kick into action soon because I need to do something.

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