5 Months - Grrrr

Jan 10, 2012

So yesterday was my 5 months and I have to say I haven't lost anything in the last 2 months.  I'm very disappointed in myself.  I know I have cheated a time or two, but nothing so severe that it would stop me all together from losing more weight.  I feel like I'm stuck and I have no idea what to do.

I know I'm getting depressed over it, because I'm constantly hungry.  I don't want to do anything, even though I keep pushing myself to get to the gym.  I have been going to the gym since the beginning of the year and they have incorporated weights with my cardio, and I know I haven't lost anything if anything I have gained a tiny bit.

I have my appointment for 6 Months next month and I want to show them and myself that I'm doing good, but I feel like such a failure right now.  I don't know what to do about it.  Maybe I'm eating to many carbs.  I'm able to get all my protein in, in a day but I don't know what I'm doing wrong.  I think I'm going to have to write a food diary again, and keep track of that stuff, because I feel like I have lost my way.

Grumpy and tired, doesn't seem to help either...it just sucks that i was going through clothes left right and center and now I'm stuck.   

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