Feeling like a bullemic

Dec 11, 2010

I hope that by coming to post my feelings it will help me and hopefully not too many people will jump all over me. I have 40 lbs to lose to get me to goal. I'm recently engaged and I'd love to lose the last 40 prior to getting into a wedding gown. I know.. typical woman. However, I've learned I could eat crap and it goes down but I can't eat real food. I know everyone will say have some taken out of your band.. however, my port has issues and I'm not willing to go through that. So I think I'm gonna live on Liquid protein shakes for a while. Any real food I eat seems to get stuck and I end up with pain and have to pull the trigger. Not exactly what I like.. but god I love the relief it brings me. I'm now frustrated with food. I hate getting sick...
All opinions are welcome. Be easy on me please!

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