Wondering how I did it!?

May 04, 2011

Well here I am again... Wondering how I did it when I was losing successfully?
I'm trying my best to lose weight again... and I realized that I can successfully lose the weight if I live on  A protein shake & crystal light all day. We all know that just isn't the way to do it!

I'm feeling as frustrated as I was prior to WLS... and I'm 4 days away from my 3 yr surgiversary. I should be at goal by now.. Nope.. I still have 50 lbs to go! The pressure is really on being that I am getting married in 5 mos of course I want to look the best I can for my wedding. There are often times I wish that I had RNY rather then the band, but at this point, I'm feeling like a lost cause. I'm a WLS failure. Sure I went from a size 24 to a 12... but now I'm up a size and can't seem to get anything off me. I'll tell you one thing I am a professional at ... GAINING weight. I can do it with the blink of an eye.

I walked 9 miles yesterday in hopes of jump starting myself. I've changed so many things including giving up coffee AKA one of the loves of my life!
Today I had a 32 gram Oh Yeah Protein shake over 2 meals, some unsalted peanuts, grilled chicken over a salad and 2 mini banana muffins. I've drak about 70 oz of fluids and I don't know what else to do! Any advice is appreciated!!
I'm at a loss!

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