Size change, back to work & self image

Oct 31, 2011

I was getting ready to go back to work today, so it occur to me to fix my clothes for the week, so I decided to try them on first, to my surprise(even thought  I know that I lost 35 pounds) I didn't really believed my body had changed. I just spend Saturday afternoon fixing clothes and reducing from a size 22 to 18, I couldn't belive it, I don't understand why our brain blocks the new images, the changes.  My daughter ask me why I didn't took pictures trying the clothes on...the answer is easy, due to shame.  I don't even want to see my self in pictures, I am trying to work on this issue, hopefully I will overcome this.  My day at work was not that bad, but is difficult to stay in the same timeframe and pattern I had at home, specially drinking and zipping.  I will try my best to keep it up.

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