2kidmami
I am a 29 yr old single momma to a 10 yr old boy and a 5 year old girl. Im a haristylist and I work in the hosptial in finance ((hate this job but gotta get my benefits somewhere)).
Ive always had weight issues, but it used to just be that I was a "little" bit bigger then everyone else. Well, as the years went on and 2 kids later............I have now graduated to the status of not even wanting to be "seen" with every one else.......lol.
I have spent the last 4 months trying to defend my decision for surgery to everyone who has crossed my path, with the exception of a few.
PPL that have not lived it will never understand it, so my advice to others is that its your decision not theirs and you will never be able to explain what has effected you your entire life, in 5 mins to them. So go with your "gut" ((no pun intended)) lol.
My favorite question ppl ask is "WHY?"..............um hello! have you looked at me lately cause last time i checked I was FAT. And Im tired of being............fat. The fact that ppl say "but you look fine" is not good enough for me. The fact is....is that I dont feel "FINE". I feel like SH*T. I dont wanna be outta breath doing anything.......lol, I wanna tie my shoes without feeling like im crushing my liver, I wanna do a customers hair without feeling like I need a chiropractor afterwards.....And god knows............I WANT.....to stop having to pull up my god d@mn pants.......
I will update as much as I can, which being that I have volunterily given up any type of dating or social life until I shed at least the weight of a small child from my body, will be quite often.............
Thanks as always for everyone's support
