4pda-n09
2 months out
Oct 23, 2009
Little over 2 moths out from surgery. I am down 68 lbs, and went from a 5x t-shirt to a 2x! I am amazed, I keep thinking my clothes are all stretched out. Why can I not give myself the credit? My boobalubas are shrinking. I am known for the girl with taa taas. I am really sagging because my bras do not fit. I have to find a better bra. I have like no clue what size I am wearing now. I do have more of a lap, and I can sit down and pull my tummy up and see my entire thigh! This is a miracle. Non obese people probably thinks that is weird, but I bet a lot of you know what I mean.
I need to exercise more. I have planter fashitus, and I stopped walking, because of pain. And, time is a factor I work full time, go to school 3 nights a week until 7:50pm, and at work by 7:30ish am. I want to swim, but no money for the YMCA. I have to get moving though.
I am pleased that my husband and I go on date nights, every Friday. I am loving it, and he is too. He calls me a cheap date, and I take it as a compliment. I have inspired him to be more health conscience. He would so qualify for the surgery but, he is not into as of yet. So, I let him go because it is a personal journey, that he alone must decide.
It is interesting how, water hits my tummy soo hard. Why is that? I can drink, tea, and crystal lights, far better than water. I use to drink water constantly. I can eat almost every veggie, and brown rice,and white rice go down well. I try to stick to brown rice though. I can eat veggies, raw or cooked, and even onions. I can eat any pork, and not so much chicken. My main staple these days is a small Wendy's chili! It make 2 or 3 meal, and since I eat about every two hours it last me all day. My Dr. recommended, it even. I laughed and said I have been doing that for a while now. It is a good source of protein, and 190 calories.
My family wants me to post body shots on Face Book. I have a before and after on there. I am going to this month because I have a wedding to go to. I have no money or anything to wear, and I really want the pictures to turn out good. We will see what happens. I for sure need a decent bra....But, I also feel a little shy, about posting body shots. Not that I hate my body, but, it is such an overt expression, of my inner soul. IDK, I am sensitive.
I really suck at taking that darn vitamin, and I have yet to take the calcium. But, this week it is over I will be taking it on time everyday period, end of story. I must stay healthy. I want to get pregnant this summer. Please GOD!
I think that is it for now...I need to blog more often, it feels good to write out my thoughts, and concerns.
Oh and, one more thing, since I have lost 68lbs, I am keenly aware of how much food others eat, and if they have gained weight. I am sooooo thankful that is no longer me. We eat too much, and we eat to often, and we eat to many things with little or no nutritional value. It is truly sad, and a real eye opener. I wish I had this clarity, at a younger age, I would not be celebrating the fact that I am finally under 300 lbs.
Yes, I forgot that. I am under 300 lbs, for the first time in probably 7 years. I am also finally under my husbands weight. I am skinner than my husband, I love it. My next goal is to be 250.
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I need to exercise more. I have planter fashitus, and I stopped walking, because of pain. And, time is a factor I work full time, go to school 3 nights a week until 7:50pm, and at work by 7:30ish am. I want to swim, but no money for the YMCA. I have to get moving though.
I am pleased that my husband and I go on date nights, every Friday. I am loving it, and he is too. He calls me a cheap date, and I take it as a compliment. I have inspired him to be more health conscience. He would so qualify for the surgery but, he is not into as of yet. So, I let him go because it is a personal journey, that he alone must decide.
It is interesting how, water hits my tummy soo hard. Why is that? I can drink, tea, and crystal lights, far better than water. I use to drink water constantly. I can eat almost every veggie, and brown rice,and white rice go down well. I try to stick to brown rice though. I can eat veggies, raw or cooked, and even onions. I can eat any pork, and not so much chicken. My main staple these days is a small Wendy's chili! It make 2 or 3 meal, and since I eat about every two hours it last me all day. My Dr. recommended, it even. I laughed and said I have been doing that for a while now. It is a good source of protein, and 190 calories.
My family wants me to post body shots on Face Book. I have a before and after on there. I am going to this month because I have a wedding to go to. I have no money or anything to wear, and I really want the pictures to turn out good. We will see what happens. I for sure need a decent bra....But, I also feel a little shy, about posting body shots. Not that I hate my body, but, it is such an overt expression, of my inner soul. IDK, I am sensitive.
I really suck at taking that darn vitamin, and I have yet to take the calcium. But, this week it is over I will be taking it on time everyday period, end of story. I must stay healthy. I want to get pregnant this summer. Please GOD!
I think that is it for now...I need to blog more often, it feels good to write out my thoughts, and concerns.
Oh and, one more thing, since I have lost 68lbs, I am keenly aware of how much food others eat, and if they have gained weight. I am sooooo thankful that is no longer me. We eat too much, and we eat to often, and we eat to many things with little or no nutritional value. It is truly sad, and a real eye opener. I wish I had this clarity, at a younger age, I would not be celebrating the fact that I am finally under 300 lbs.
Yes, I forgot that. I am under 300 lbs, for the first time in probably 7 years. I am also finally under my husbands weight. I am skinner than my husband, I love it. My next goal is to be 250.
getting the hang of it...
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2 more months
Mar 30, 2009
I have two more months until we submit to the ins. I can not wait, i so deserve this for me and only me.
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