I hope this is the correct way to update my site, as I stated in my medical comments, I have just kind of figured this thing out. Anyway, I will repeat myself. I have been sooooo.. encouraged everytime I have read others comments and updates. I have come here almost everyday lately as my surgery comes closer. I am not nervous at all, I am just incredibly positive. One of our members informed us of a book called Prepare for Surgery by Peggy Huddleston and I went to the book store to look it over. It makes a great deal of sense and I have been able to use some of the suggestions. I pray for all of you who are haveing the operation and am very happy for your new journey. Can't wait to see you on the "other side". Love to you all.