Joanne
I read your personal comments and I know exactly how you feel. I have felt that way too. But isn't it great that those bad feelings are going to be a part of your past. Isn't it going to be good playing with your kids and being able to quit only after the game is over and not before. I know it is, and that is what you have to look forward to. Today, I said a prayer for you, asking God to lovingly encircle you and your family and to be with you through it all. I know he will Joanne, he told us that he would never leave us or forsake us. Through it all, he cares. God Bless You as you strengthen yourself to walk on the LIGHTER SIDE.