girl you're going to be just fine. Remeber what it's like starting a new job? you have no clue what you are supposed to be doing, then when you find out, you don't know how you are supposed to get it all done, but you do. You learn, you cope. You are gonna do great!!! I should have my surgery date by the end of the week, I have been freaking out ever since I got approved!!!! I have to keep telling myself this is the best thing I can do for myself, and I will do whatever it takes to be successful. You will to.