tainted C.
HI! 155-153
Apr 14, 2010
Hi everyone!Lots and lots has happened in the last 6 weeks, I changed jobs, lost about 8 lbs, got sick (not surgery related), my baby turned 9, fit into a size 10 and did I mention I lost about 8 lbs? Well, I was eating a bunch to be honest, got on a carb frenzy, it was ok, I just wasn't losing. Then I got sick, or should I say food poisoning and didn't eat for almost 2 days I took advantage of the situation and just did a mini 5 day pouch test. It worked. I am now back on track. I am eating a lot less and not hungry at all really. The new job is so far so good, I am back on days, moved from a private facility to a hospital, I now have benefits. I have to drive a lot farther but the trade is a good one. I went down to 153 last week but right now I am at 155. 5 pounds from initial goal of 150. My goal will be changed to 140-145. I am still very large in the mid section, I will need a TT for that to be gone. My husband whom is 6'0'' and 140 and can eat whatever he wants and doesn't gain a ounce says I need to do sit ups and I am like that is not going to get rid of loose skin dude! But whatever, he's cute though. I have to pay for this surgery before I have anymore. plus, I've heard that it is best to wait 2 years post op. Well I have a 5 year loan so no use in staring at the clock. I bought a lot of new clothes and I am wearing size 10 in most skirts and slacks, in jeans I am 12, so that's good. I still go to the plus section on accident constantly. I feel weird walking over to the "regular" sizes. My mind has not caught up. I am wearing Medium in almost all shirts, unless they are button up then my chest is too large and the buttons bulge, I know most of you are probably like, I wish I had that problem! But, it is annoying and frustrating. Ok, well my goal in the next 4-6 weeks is to finally get to 150 if possible, keep eating like I should and focus on being good at my new job! Thanks to whomever reads!
