alicia1
Hello everyone ! i have been eading and reading and reading all your posts since April now ,you have really encouraged me in my research and journey! i am having roux and y surgery on the 19th of August,and i am very nervous of the surgery itself ,since it will be my first time completeley under,i am anxious and my mind is actually playing tricks on me ,all of a sudden i think i look good,and i'm not that big...i wonder if this is due to my nerves...i know this is something i have thought about for a long time now ,i have been ready for the longest time,but why am i so scared? i talk to myself and try to reassure that if God has led me to it He will lead me through it! i believe it with all my heart ! but i guess i'm only human ...
Some of you even wrote that the surgery part in reality is the easiest part,of what's to come,but the way i look at it ,God willing when the surgery is over and with no complications....it will all be worth it...
I am paying for the procedure ,and i have no medical problems ....I weighed 236 lbs am 5'5'' and Bmi of 39.1 my goal weight is 145lbs and i hope i can get there healthily by next year ,i plan to exercise and do a lot of toning exercises..walk and play badminton just as soon as i get the o.k from my Dr.who is the best Dr.this side of the world.Thank you all for your supporting posts and hope to be on the losers bench sooooonnnn!
