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First of all I would like to say how grateful I am for finding this site. Once I learn how to navigate my way successfully I think it will offer tons of support and allow me to support others in their journey as well. My surgery is scheduled 12/13, Post-Op Diet to start 12/3. On my 2 hour drive home last night I think it really hit me that this will be the last weekend I can eat whatever I want! Seven years ago by the grace of God I put down everything that got me high and picked up anything that got me full. Saying that to say this, my addict mentality (which never fully goes away) is telling me to live it up while I can! LOL. The realization is setting in that my relationship with food will never be the same. As a total selfless people pleaser I'm more worried about how my husband and son will survive the new dinner regimen than myself. Seeing as they could live off frozen pizza's I'm sure they will be fine until I can take back control of the level of health consciousness in this household. I do have to say I am grateful for a husband that will eat anything I cook and respects and supports this upcoming lifestyle change. Although I'm sure once a month it would only be the wife-of-the-year thing to do to make him a greasy chicken fried steak. Hopefully in a month that won't sound too appealing to me. As for this Post-Op "Last Hoo Ra", I've made up my mind to spend the weekend planning and looking towards the future me and not the present me that wants to go buy a box of donut holes :)