Getting back into it.

Feb 09, 2013

I haven't been on here in a while, and I wish I had stuck with things. So what happened was I went through all of my oreintations and doctor's visits. I was all set, just had to loose 10% of my weight before they would ok me for surgery.  What went wrong?  Well, I would like to say I tried and I tried, but I just couldn't.  But that was not the case.  I became unsure of what exactly I wanted to do.  This eventually led to me going back to every old habbit, and gaining an additional 20 pounds to the number that was the heaviest I have ever weighed. 

But now the time is here. It has clicked in my head. I am pre-diabetic, I am pre-high blood pressure. And I am sure I am one step away from sleep apnea like the rest of my familiar suffers from. So here I am. I have an appointment to get back into it on the 21st of this month. I need to do this. I have to do this. For myself. To prove to myself that I am more, and am worth more than that. 

I am 25. I am 321lbs. Let's change that. 

                                 Amanda

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