*Sigh

Feb 28, 2009

Another day with challenges and struggles.  But that is all that my info on here is about I am still getting sick with most of the food that I am eating.  I have my boyfriend which I have had since November but things are getting a bit challenging to me.  I have been with him for these months and he has trully been supportive to me.  He recently got the news that he has Type 2 Diabetes.  It was a scary thing for him to find out.  He had been a heavy drinker for years but he thought that he was superman and that health issues were never going to catch up with him.  Once he was diagnosed his Doctor was impressed with my knowledge in regard to the dieting and the different portion sizes.  I told him and meant it that I had his back and supported him to the fullest for him to adjust his life to all of these changes.  Even though our relationship is new, I meant what I said and was determined to stand by his side.  A few weeks have passed and he has pushed me very far away from him.  I am not sure what resulted in these actions but I am deeply saddned and very hurt by these changes.  Today I tried to go back to the old habits.  I was bummed out so I went to Jack in the Box got a hearty breakfast bowl, an oreo shake, a cheesecake and a choco cake.  Yeah like as if I was goin to be able to eat it all!!!!.  I ate 3/4 of the choco cake and I basically thought that I was going to die and have been sick since.  That is not good it was the beginning of emotionally eating even though it didnt work out thank goodness for RNY!

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