angiej951
My story start off with i have been over weight since the age of about 12. My mom has ALWAYS been on me about my weight and for sum reason or another we never take moms advice and seem to do the oposite. (LoL) So i had lost a lil weight when i was about 16. Kids were always cruel. So i thought the best way to go was just be the funny chubby chic, Then at the age of 17 i got pregnant from sum lame guy who was just there at the time. (not a good idea)but my son changed my life and saved me frum the path i was headed in. Thats when i gained 40 pounds during my 1st pregnancy at the time i want to say i already weighed like 150. After my son i was unable to lose weight due to depression. I was a single mom for 8 years until i met my husband. I then got pregnant with my princess. I was already at about 250 then with the pregnancy i went up to 320. I was always out of breath. We would go to baseball games(((GOOO DODGERSSS)))) and i could not walk up the stairs i felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest. During the whole pregnancy i was feeling like my heart was beating 1000 beats per minute and out of breath. I then had the baby and was only able to loose about 15 pounds. I then decided its time to change i want to live LIFE not watch it go by. I am really self-concious about public places i feel like people are always watching me and talking about my weight. I am unable to live a normal life, even at my employment i feel like i am seen like the "lazy fat person" the boss making assumptions of because im sitting im not doing my job. And i finnaly now after going through waiting 1 year of ups and downs. MY SURGERY WAS APPROVED!!! I have already gone and got labs done, x-rays, EKG, and i have my 1st appointment with Dr. LePort on Tuesday April 6th....IM SO EXCITED...NERVOUS....ANXIOUZ....its time to get a hold on life and say this IS IT!!! No more letting this weight take control of all aspects of my life....
