Surgery done!

May 12, 2011

Here I am with a gastric bypass and it doesn't even feel real!  Two and a half weeks ago I had the surgery and I am feeling pretty good.  My incisions are healing properly I haven't thrown up or gotten sick.  I guess in some ways I am questioning if there was something done wrong because of all the stories I hear of people being sick and having a real hard time in the beginning but I have not had any problems.  I know this is a bad frame of mind but I am expecting something to go wrong because I have been so successful.  I know its stupid but maybe some of you can relate a bit.  Everyone keeps telling me I am going to melt away and I find myself feeling a little indifferent about it.  I am not sure why but its there.  I have to find something else to do though because I can no longer eat my boredom away and I have been plenty board waiting to go back to school/work but I still am having pain so strenuous activities are out for right now.   Anyhow I will be just fine just putting some thoughts out there :)   Othere than all that I have been protein powdering it up and vitamins are my best friend right now.  My blood sugars have been in the low 100's and I am thrilled.  Alot less insulin is needed.  I am still struggling with consistant time for everything.  I forget some things and miss others at times.  I will get it eventually its just alot.  Lord Jesus lets just keep it going!  In Jesus name I pray, Amen!

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