1 week until the big day

Oct 14, 2013

10/14/2013 11:35pm

Alright well today is ONE week until my surgery. I must say I have been having many difficulties with the pre liquid diet. I feel like im depriving myself but then I feel that its all a mind trick because my tummy has a mind of its own. I been trying so hard to lose weight but the last six months of weight loss coaching hasn't been a walk in the park. My weight was all over the place and I got very depressed. I finally got it under control and I didn't have a "LAST SUPPER" like most do before the surgery. which ill probably not regret later. I have so much hope but lately I have been feeling down. I have GREAT parents; one who supports this decision and one who doesn't but is being there for me either way because thats what I chose. My brother has really stepped up and has been a big help. my family is not a noobie to this types of surgery. my mom had RNY about 5 years ago and looks amazing. but even with all of that I feel like a lack of motivation. I just feel so hungry that I don't really want to eat anything. No broth No jello Nothing!! then when I do I feel sick to my stomach!, Im bored to death of this diet and I know I need to suck it up and do this for ME because this is the way I chose to Help me lose my excess weight. I am really trying to get my 64 oz of drinks in like water, powerade zero, crystal light. and what not. I bought UnJury chicken broth and it sucks so bad. I cooked it over and over and I MADE SURE IT WAS NOT 140* OR OVER and with my luck it was gritty and clumpy! it has a STRONG sfter taste of ham too lol,. I was just wondering if anyone has/had the same feelings I do and really just looking for a friend/support/motivation. well you will get my next post closer to sunday :) xoxo

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