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 Surgery was a success !  The doctor said everything went well and I was under for about an hour. I am definitely more sore then I thought I was goin to be but I don't regret it one little bit. I don't know if I can't sleep right now because of the pain or if it is from the excitement and the realization. I do want to thank all the people who have had this before me. You are the ones that compelled me to take that extra step. God. Less you all!!!  Muah

 Well, I'm leaving my house in about 20 minutes. I have had an over flow of emotions this morning. From crying to worrying to being excited. I haven't gone more then 15 minutes without talking to God. Lol. I just try to keep telling myself, this will soon all. E over and onto recovery. Please, anyone who reads this today, be so kind to say a little prayer for me. Muah! 

Woke up this morning 1 year older.   Yay.....  lol.  anywho....  Can't believe tomorrow is the big day.  I have a mixture of emotions and I don't know which is the strongest.  Just trying to stick with yesterdays method.  TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT!!!  Can you tell it's working????  I didn't think so. 

Well....  It's Saturday and one day closer to the big day.  I am very nervous and excited!!  I think the hardest thing to do is keep myself busy and my mind off surgery day.

While I was uploading some pics from the past year, it hit me like a ton of bricks.  This person I see in these photos is going to be an image of the past.  Just a shell that is about to melt away.  I have always been happy with what God has blessed me with physically but I am also curious of what he has in store in month to come!