Surgery this thursday

Dec 06, 2010

i am so nervous still.  i feel like i have forgotten everything i learned and read.  i am so nervous that i will eat to much, or not eat enough, or not eat the right things.  i just feel like i am so unprepared even though i continue to review everything.  its like cramming for that test that determines if you pass or fail.  just so much going through my mind.  i will be happy when its over but at the same time i am just nerous that i will not succeed.

i cant wait to get to those support groups after, i think i need them every day:)

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