So not easy....

Jan 08, 2009

I am back at work and I uploaded some pictures.  That was actually fun because I had not really seen the difference in me until then....24 pounds showed a lot more than I thought.

Now I am trying to get on a good schedule and still eat my "mushy" foods.

Last night I went to the supermarket.....let's just say that was not an easy experience.  I walked around looking for the items I knew I could have - cold cuts, chicken, pork, turkey, mashed potatoes.....and next thing I knew I was just wandering with very little energy looking at things I couldn't have.  I don't necessarily miss anything but it is just so weird to walk through the supermarket and not be able to get juice or fruit or crackers or bread.....

I think this entire situation has been more troubling than I expected.  I know everyone is different and we all bounce back in different ways.  I feel like I am just kind of going through the motions at this point.  I am hoping everyday gets a little better.
I just need to keep a lighter mind and not fall into any black hole...

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