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So since 10/28 to today I have only lost like 3 pounds not very good at all I am very discuraged at my self I need to reasses my eating and start working out again I am very upset with my self even though I am into a size 18 and xl large or a 1x I think i should be a loosing a lil more weight at a time then I am so What should i do I am trying to eat smaller and gotta re think what I am eating all though there are lots of thing i can not keep down anyways I need to really cut back on the tea also more water !!  ggrrrr I am seeing it in inches more then pounds lost at any one time thogh my self butt as I call it is really melting away think god !! so I guess I need to refocus there has just been so much stress and stuff going on lately !!! hope to get back on track now !!!

So my hubby left for ntc for a month he left sept 20 and since then I went from 216.4 to 214.6 hhmmm idk weird I guess I eat a lil diff when he is not around mabe cause I always wanna look better for him when he comes home !! any ways IDK but it feels good to see the weight come off again !!! still have a loing way to go tell i hit the under 200 mark so cant wait though  more weight comes off the more energy I gots and the better i feel !!! 

So I am excited that I have lost 26.2 lbs but on the other hand ppl that have had the surgery around the time I have have lost way more weight them me so now I am sitting here wondering what the heck I am doing wrong I no I need to excersize more but I think I am eating the right foods the doctors said you can eat what u want as long as you can keep it down well I most certainly can not eat bread if its toasted I can though I dont really measure my food lately either I eat tell I start filling full is that bad idea and I dont eat red met I buy Turkey and chicken and such I dont no I guess I need to gt back into going to my support meetings I can do that now since the kids are going back to school so I am looking forward to that ugh ok guess I need to reasse my self

so stoked 25.2 pounds gone as of this morning so stoked hahhahhaha feels damn good to I love that i made that choice to get the surgery and that I had such a nice good surgen life is grand :) im a happier girl with every pound I loose :)

So the more food I try I am really learning what I can NOT eat anymore , well bread is one of them and no hot dog not even turkey ones beef make me sick unless its in a taco which i can kinda keep down milk make me sick and ya well of cousre cerlery, broccoli and ya but good news is I am down almost 24 pounds and starting to see the weight loss a little bit not much but deff when trying on cloths and my sandles are getting loose on my feet i can fit in size 20 pants now I was in a 24/26 went fron a 42 in bras to a 38 now I really need to excersize more I have been way more active around the house now though that alot cause all I use to do was eat and sleep all day and night

Finanlly hit my 20 pound mark since surgery YAY I was 247 now im 226.4 sooooooooo excited cant wait tell I hit my 40 pound mark now !!! This surgery was the best thing ever for me it is wonderfull im feeling better about myself everyday I see another pound gone !! I feel so blessed !!!

SO I lost another 4 lbs yay feels good to see those pounds come off  feeling better about myself everyday !
Have to really put out there how wonderful my husband has been threw this hole thing been right by my side and has done the hole diet with me also sooo amazing I am so blessed !! It has been hard as I crave the things i can not eat right now like taco bell , or donuts and pizza thats hard I really need to be stronger in that area my hubby is helpful though he talks to me about it   I love him lol !!! I think that will be my hardset thig to over come is the craving and excersizing  I am gonna start my evening walks tonight hopefullly I will have a Eliptical by the end of the month also !!

I finally got my call with my WLS date yay its May 24th so excited but also got like alot of other stuff running threw my head now also breath so now im on this only liquids I hope I can  do this !!!

I am over whelmed by WLS but very excited also I sit here and wait by my phone for them to call me with a surgery date !! knowing it can be anytime as im already #9 on the list 5 of those were alreadt schedual and its been 2 weeks I want it so bad but know its a big thing alife change and hoping I know what I am getting my self into I guess it mostly the hole wls its self cause there is a;ways those risks and as there is to being over wieght too I just want to be healthy and to be able to run and play with my kids and bend over to tie my shoes and look down to see my feet !!!! I pray that they call me soon to get me in for this im ready to take this new journey!!

So I have started to cut back on my intake of food and more intake of water and as of tomorrow I cutt out all breads and stuff  i am doing this prior to my surgery to try to loose a lil wieght and make sure I can stay on track I want this so bad I can taste it !!  Althought i dont know when my surgery will be they have not gaven me a surgery date yet but I am on the list I am # 9 and 5 outta those 9 have been schedual so I am super excited I cant wait still preparing though gotta get my protien shake stuff and my chewable multivitamins !