barbaraje
hello my name is barbara i live fort worth texas i have a surgery date of april 6th 2007... with dr barker at vista hopital in dalls real scared ... i was self pay have no insurance i am blessed with a supportive family a wonderful mom ..... she is my angel .... i have 4 kids the ages are 24 22 18 4 yes i started all over with the last one she is my star i love her so much .... i am on this site needing all the support and information.....
july 4th happy july 4th everyone this was the best one in a long long time was able to sit without being so very uncomfortable and the light show was the best ever .... i turned 44 july 3rd this is new beginning for me i just could not of done all this without my mom i am so happy to have her and as my friend too ... my daughter is the best she is very supportive ... my baby brother's anniversary for his car crash that took his life too soon on july22nd is coming up its so sad i wish i could of had more time with him but i no he would be so very happy for me i love you bobby !!!! ....
ok update i hame still stuck at the same weight of 305 going to doc tomorrow maybe my scales are wrong :) we shall see tomorrow if not i wont quit ill keep on going ill get there its just seems so slow i am able to eat just about what i want on some days and others its very very very hard but i would rather have the days of not eating at least i no im not gaining weight ... asking to see nutritionist again ... maybe ill get a better hold on all this ... its all so new still even three months out real hard to have emotions that are new that i usually ate to deal with now i just have to deal with them and actually feel and its not easy ... well yall talk to you soon ill get some pics soon hugs barbara
MAY 17 2007 STARTED AT 360 NOW 324
THIS HAS BEEN A VERY HARD ROAD SO FAR BUT WORTH IT ...seems like the weight loss is so slow but will not give up .... i have thrown up some but im sure that is normal ... eating very little ... drinking lots of crystal light diabetes is all but gone thank god i know he is the one that gave me this gift ....! i feel better move better sleep better ... still haveing issues with food but i am working through it i will just have to stay on track and be positive
i have gone down 2 bra sizes hmmm ... thats ok a small price to pay .... i am sure i will ahve lots of hanging skin after this is all over but i will be healthy and that is the main thing to be here for my kids and family ..... i love them all my mom is my angel
june 27th started at 360 /now 305
pants size 26 avenue
shirts 26/28
