belladreamer25

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Well, I cant believe its almost been a year since my surgery (oct 28th is my anniversary) I feel like a different person now! I only wish everything in my life was how I thought it would be when I got to this point. I have found that no matter how perfect you try to be its just not good enough for some people. I'm hoping 2010 will be my year to relly start over and put myself first for once.

It's been 4ever since I posted a new blog......but this is a special day for me......sorta feels like a birthday cuz I got the best present ever, I'm officially down 100lbs as of this morning. I totally feel like a different person, still got alot more to go, but I'm more than halfway there and it's only been 4 months!!! My gift to myself is going to be my Vegas trip next month!!!

Ok so the past few days have been miserale. I have been in alot of pain and I have a drain on top of it. Just made an appt to get it out monday so hopefully that will make things better. I'm really sore and I feel helpless. I;m also having really runny sometimes "leaky" stools so I have alot of bottoms to wash. The good side is I'm sure I'm losing alot already and I really have got to see how much people around me care and are willing to do for me. Halloween will not be the same this year though since I really just want to sleep. If this pain would just go away I would be so happy. I have not been keeping track of my fluids and stuff but I'm going to start logging today. Thanks for all the support!!!

I have a surgery date with Dr.Duncan--- Tuesday October 28th!!!!

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I freakin Finally got my insurance approval!!! I cried on the phone when she told me, I felt so happy I could not hold it in!!!! Now if they will just call with a date I will be the happiest ever!!!