Losing my drive

Feb 17, 2012

the last time i posted my sister had had her gastric bypass.....but she was sick about two weeks out and continued to be sick in and out the hospital they ran test but kept saying they couldnt find anything then she went back to our surgeon and he told her she needed her galledbladder remove bt before she could shcedule the test to see she ended back in the hospital which she spent christmad and new years there and they finally removed her galledbladder she was back at home finally and feeling better and two weeks later she had a massive stroke and brain bleed that left her in a coma after 3 weeks she was finally a little better but over the first hump and the doctors felt she could now be moved to a rehab place well she was moved on Tues feb. 7th and died feb. 8th we my whole family are at a lost right now because we just knew she would be alright.........I have looked in the mirror so many times lately and asked if it was worth it al though my sister didnt have surgery because I did, her own dr, suggested her to have it but I cant help to think that she looked at me a saw how well I did and how much better I felt that it made her fell confident enough to go thru with hers a part of my heart is gone now.

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