Ashley A.
Tired and Stressed....
Feb 25, 2009
So the past couple weeks have been pretty hard for me. I have been so emotional lately. Maybe its from the TOM but I just don't know anymore. I haven't been eating well and I have barely been exercising. I feel like a failure. My sister and her 5 month old baby live with me right now. I'm 20 living on my own and supporting them and I always have family drama thats why I moved out on my own at such a young age. Most people my age are out having fun and going to college. I'm stuck working full time and paying so many bills a month. It just sucks. All of my friends are away at college or live at home and are actually doing something with their lives. I just really feel like a failure when it comes to life in general. I never really got to have a childhood. I pretty much had to raise myself in a way. It was very hard times, that goes to show why I'm obese. My mom was never there while I was growing up because she worked 3rd shift...my dad left when I was around 6 so I see him maybe 2 times a year and thats about it. My siblings were much older than me so they would just do their own thing while my mom wasn't home, kinda just left me in the dark....I always start writing a blog just to give an update on my WLS and I end up telling my life story! I guess thats how it works huh?I'm making a personal goal to lose 10 lbs before spring break which is....March 23rd.
I go for my next fill on the 17th... My port side is still very swollen to where its making my shirts too short. I havent called the surgeons office about it yet. I need to do that tomorrow. I hate calling there though. I will update this once I call. I need to start blogging more...to date I am 48 lbs down...still in the same clothing size though so I have to start working out ASAP!
Good Night!
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About Me
Dayton, OH
Location
27.8
BMI
Surgery
06/27/2012
Surgery Date
May 22, 2008
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