bmontoya
Hi 
my name is Bernadette i live in cal. I went to school at Fontana high. I have one wonderful son and i have one loving partner for 9 years.I have a great family that I love and adore . I have always been fat . I love to eat, thats my addiction .I eat when I'm sad, I eat when I'm happy, it doesnt matter I love it . But I need to break this relationship that I have for food .I have diabetes since I was 19 years old and now its really bad. I'm at 300-400 that can make you blind or lose your legs and I have high blood pressure and cholesterol .I have a body of a 50 year old and I'm in my thirties I'm soooo unhealthy . I want to be here for my son and one day for my grand children. I want to feel pretty again and love myself. well I got my date its 12/11/09, its really soon and I'm so happy its finally here. I thought it would never come. I'm ready for this change. But its scary not just for the surgery but to change the habit that I had for a long time, that was my comfort. I want to become a new person that I have long to be come one day.
my dream is to run and run like I have never ran , to feel the wind beneath my wings.
