brawnsgirl2007
I am getting close....
Aug 13, 2007
So as the time gets closer.... I am getting even more excited. I know that I will have a long wait once I see my Doctor but, I am counting the seconds. One of the major things that I have to deal with is to stop drinking SODA... I am a PEPSI freak, I love my pepsi. But, I will give it up for my new self but, it is going to be hard.
I was talking to my husband and I was a little worried because he likes "big girls" and once I have the surgery I won't be. His awnser was that he prefers big girls but he LOVES me... He loves me and I will be the same person inside and he loves that person. I am so excited...
Ok so I am REALLY Excited....
Aug 04, 2007
I am getting so AMPED for this appointment, my husband told me that no matter what happens, he loves me big or small. I am hoping for the SMALL part.... Today I went thru all the pictures I have on my computer I have over 1800 pictures and I am in only about 100, can you tell I am not happy about the appearance? I am also happy to say that I have types to a few WONDERFUL people on here and I am soooooo glad I joined.... Thanks you guys!!!
I took the Leap
Aug 03, 2007
Ok so I finally did it, I called and made an appointment with my surgeon. I have a consultation scheduled on 8/24. I am not exactly sure what to think yet, I an hopefully optimistic. I told my Husband and my Mother and Father and 1 close friend. I think I will leave it at that for now until I am sure this will actually happen. I am going to weigh myself right now and see what I am in for.......343.5 Hopefully a year from now I will be 1/3 smaller/ I mean really i weigh as much as 3 people put together, that is sick. My sons and Husband love me the way I am, my lil one is 4 and tells me on a daily basis I am beautiful, which is adorable. I just want to be a better me, be the me I am inside, be as beautiful outside as I am inside... Does anyone know what I mean?
