Carissa79
I've been overweighted forever. I thought breaking family cycles of various abuses and addictions would mean I succeeded then I realized at my highest weight of 439 lbs that I too was addicted and abusing my health. I've been on most every diet out there and found success often until I was triggered. I was accepted into my insurance plans first round where I had to loose 3%. At that point I was 375lbs. After paying high price for dietician they Approved, loosing weight, having a psychological exam I was scheduled for surgery. Day of surgery I was denied due to having a cold. I was rescheduled and had RNY on 12/15/12. I continue to struggle as this is atoll and not a fix. Slider foods find there way into house or hand when I am sad, anxious (which jam diagnosed with having),or stressed. I am human and need to take thus process one day a a time. I recognize support is a big tool I must utilize.
